I'm listening but they're not

I love to lend my ears for everybody that feel burden and not happy with her or his life. For me, listen to the others problem is something valuable that taught us life is vary. We never know their past and how hard their living in this irregular world drama...

Listener is a chosen one. They believe on you and who they comfortable with. I used to be a listener but sometimes I clogged. I don't know what words should I use to advise. This is heart to heart game. I want to make them relieved, without hurt again..

But me is different. When I feel burden, I'll keep it. I felt weak when they knew I'm sad. Just pretending like nothing bothering me now. I'm HAPPY, I'm NO tears. I'm trouble-FREE!!!
But I admit its deep tortured...

Another thing is I hate with their respond. The feedback is not what I expect. They will said a word
"sabar la.." then they'll talking about their X, their pets, their monkey. bla..bla..bla..


WHY?

Is it because....

I'm troublesome??

They don't understand me??

They don't know how to respond??

They don't have time to think about others??


Or..


Do I care with your fucking shit?????





I should make survey form regarding on this...